I have nothing to write about

I am sick of this blog and I am uninspired to write about anything. I did so much reading this week, especially, because Wallowitz thinks that we should read as much as she does, that my head is spinning. I did find all of the strategies that I read for teaching English worthy but come one, that is not  my only class. In fact, I feel like all of my professors think that we are only enrolled in one class, THEIRS. I am sick of this blog right now because it is 10:00 p.m. at night and I am supposed to have it done by 11:00 p.m.  I don't know what to write about and I don't care.

I don't want to complain that I never feel like my work is done, however, I can't even have a peaceful dinner with my husband. When I come home from class I slam some food down my throat and get started on my schoolwork. This occurs after I have worked all day at a low paying job that doesn't even cover my tuition for a job that may not even exist when I graduate. So I am so sick of this blog as it is another thing to do hanging over my head, mocking me because I know my teacher reads them. I know I am undermining the importance of this assignment, it's just ugh to me right now and I just want to say f*** it.

On top of that we are supposed to read our classmates' blogs. Yeah right. If I had free time that would be great, but my time is limited, as I am sure time crunch is familiar to everyone in this class. I know I am supposed to make time, but life can get in the way. I am sick of this blog because it represents what I still have to complete in order to be done for the day. I don't want to have to come up with a topic to write about or think about my audience or anything else for that matter. 

I want to be doing other things like having a glass or two of wine and staying up late without worrying about what I need to complete for my classes tomorrow. I hate this blog right now because I could be sleeping, but instead I continue on and am annoyed that I am completing this at 10:30 at night with not really much of anything to say. I am sick of this blog, especially tonight.